| Location | Kensington |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 11/1989 |
| Date of Death | 11/1989 |
| Visitors | 1,104 since 09/11/2006 |
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my special son simon luken carney
fell asleep and woke with the angels 10th november 1989
age 2 days
we lived with daddy in london
on the 8th of november in the early hours i went in to labour i was so scared but luken held my hand
and comforted me every step of the way ....simon was born at 10.30pm ..........i didnt get chance to
hold my little boy he was taken away to special care he didnt cry i remember tears rolling down my
face mixed emotions thinking its not supposed to be like this eventually i fell asleep thinking my
baby would be in my arms when i woke. the next day ....luken was still beside my bed with tears in
his eyes when i asked him what was wrong he cryed like a child and said im so sorry but were losing
him the words i will never forget as long as i live and still haunt me to this day and will for the
rest of my life i felt sick to the stomach and screamed out someone help me nurses came rushing
over and said they would get the doctor straight away what he was saying didnt sink in i just wanted
to see my little boy i couldnt belive what they were saying it was all like i was having a bad
dream
the next thing i knew we were taken to special care where there were other babys bleeping machinnes
and i was so scared a sight id never seen befor i was terrified luken held my hand and thats where
my precious simon was and we were told that he had respatory problems i didnt understand what they
ment ....but what they were telling me was he couldnt breath alone his tiny lungs didnt work how
they should be he wasnt strong inough to get better and there was nothing they could do for him just
make him comfortable i knew then i wasnt going to get to take my little boy home lukens parents
came to see simon and we were advised by the doctors to take him off his machine that was helping
him breath .simons daddy took over i couldnt do it i didnt want to belive what they were telling me
...the next thing i knew we were in a small room and simon was wrapped in a blanket and given to me
his tubes were taken away and he fell asleep in my arms i just remember feeling all alone and that
id been punished by god
how could i tell my family that id had a little boy but i couldnt share him with them because hed
gone to heaven
ill maredi memoria dal mio bambino
simon luken carney
gli angeli vivono per mia
e cammina con noi sempre
la mummia ed il papa
l'ameranna in questa vita
ela tiene nel vicino
dio la benadice
potre gil angeli la tengono
lacassforte l'more
baciaed abbraccia
sempre eleramentre
mummia e papa
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We know because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!!
i miss you even now and i will miss u a life time xxxx
A thousand tears or more these eyes have cried
and a thousand more lay in wait -
I am bathed with them
and yet my heart is still broken,
and all that is within me aches
with the loss of you, the wanting of you.
There is never a time for this that is right-
never a way that can prepare the heart
for this reft -you have passed through
my arms too soon, like sand flowing through fingers
I could not hold you here, though
I would try.
I know that your spirit flies free
and in the quiet depths of my heart, I can see you still
happy new year
happy new year simon shine brite in the sky for ur mummy tonight as she misses you so much sleep tight little 1 xxxxxxxxxx
today is the day you said goodnight my love
my dear sweet simon today is the day you closed your eyes in this life and woke with the angels by your side xx
my heart was broken then and everyday i know you have that broken piece of my heart with you my love xxx
god bless you my angel xxxxx
Last night I had a dream,
Woke up this morning tried to work out what it means,
Jesus and I walked hand in hand
Strolling, leaving footprints in the sand,
At some points his footprints were behind me,
And some in front of me,
Sometimes they were gone,
I didn't know what was going on.
I asked him "Lord why is it you are not always by my side"?
He said "My child I live on the inside,"
What you see is people who I use to show you my grace,
They watch you, wait for you and follow your pace,
I am more than a hand to hold,
I am your life story, the ending untold,
I am the wind beneath your feet,
The golden gate you will one day meet,
I am your life in the kindom of heaven
So don't listen to the Princes lies in the realm of Satan,
He rules this world,
and wants you to believe your cries are unheard,
But child I caught every tear,
I captured every fear,
I know those feelings that are untold,
I saw you when your heart was sold,
I watched as you couldn't buy it back,
How you crumbled,
How you cracked...
I saw how satan decieved you
Told you how I didn't have a clue,
Well Satan has his destiny pending,
To you child, it's angels I'm sending,
Everyday you will see one smile,
I will bring you people you haven't seen in a while,
Now all you have to do,
Is love like I love you...
This world will see what I have shown you.
until that day we meet again
The world is now still - it doesnt revolve
I play my life backwards, theres nothing to solve
I wait in the shades, and review my mistakes
I am so desperate and dying inside
While in real life, I'm saying I'm fine
With both hands, I hopelessly pray
As I say to myself "I Live For The Day".when i see your face again,and hold you in my arms.when my time comes i'll never let you go
your my angel in my pocket
Theres an angel in my pocketevery where i go.
just incase i need him'
because he loves me so
i never have to walk alone.
hes with me every day.
he watches every step i take and he often leads the way
no one get to see him because hes only ment for me
my son simon luken carney xxx my angel in my pocket
An Angel Appeared
An Angel Appeared
I was sad and all alone,
The worst feeling I had known.
I felt a hand reach out to me,
Somehow set my spirit free.
I looked to see who was there.
There was no one standing there.
I thought I'd felt a feathery wing,
Thought I heard an Angel sing.
I felt a soft warm breeze,
As my pain began to ease.
I had a feeling I was not alone.
The strangest feeling I had known.
In the darkest hour an Angel appears,
Gently caressing away my fears.
I must be protected by an Angel's love,
God sent down from up above.
ill pray for you today
I'll pray for you today,
For simon to pass your way.
That his arms might hold you,
And that you feel it too.
Sometimes he's by your side,
But it seems like he hides.
I'll pray that you're aware,
And know how much he cares.
I'll pray he softly whispers,
The things you need to hear.
I hope you feel an simon's' caress,
And all his tenderness.
he'll leave the sweetest memory,
Of how his life's suppose to be.
I'll pray that you're aware,
Everyday and everywhere.
That an simon's love follows you,
And walks where you do.
when i look into the sky
When i look in to the sky'i know thats where you'll be
my darling angel simon x
i know your smiling down on me....
are you playing in heaven
thats what i wonder as i sit and cry
a new star was created on that sad night
when we had to say goodbye
ow that star shines bright
and thats how mummy knows your alright
although you have been asleep a long time my little man my heart still aches with out you xxx
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